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Sunday, October 18, 2009

First Night

Last night, work was great! It was so good to be back, and everything just felt...in it's place. It was like riding a bike. A little surreal at first, but things are as they should be.
The only problem?
Brandon.
((Sigh))
I mean, he was just acting so...strange and distant towards me. And when I asked him about it, he said I'm over analyzing things, and that he doesn't chat at work, he works. And he doesn't talk to anyone else any less, or any more than he talks to me. So, maybe I am just over analyzing things, because I'm hyper-aware of my situation, and us, and I don't want things to go back to the way they were, I want them to be better! So I told him that yea, I may be over analyzing, but with good reason. And he said there's nothing to worry about. So, I'm just gonna try to let it go, and not pay so much attention to him.
It just feels...like there's something he's not telling me. I dunno. But I'm determined to get to the bottom of it!
I work again today at 6, and he'll be there too, so we'll see. I'm hoping maybe he and I can get together tonight, and hang out. Then maybe we can talk with out the pressures of the work environment.

But everything else is good! We were busy, and we made decent money, and I had fun! I almost forgot what it feels like to look forward to going to work. I called Summer this morning and asked her if anyone said anything last night about me not showing up for my shift. She just said that the GM asked if I had told anyone that I wouldn't be coming in, and she told him no. Well! At least he actually had to work for his money for once! Because, since I wasn't there, he had to fill in. Haha!
Anyways, I guess I don't have much else to write about. My car is still on the fritz. And my parents should be home tonight, so hopefully my dad can put in the new alternator tomorrow afternoon.
Well...that's all for now!

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yep yep yep. You're gonna drive him away analyzing everything at work.

RELAX..if something is not right, you will find out soon enough.

Anonymous said...

You need to take a step back and actually think about what you're doing here. Brandon is 100% right about this situation. The two of you are at work, you probably should socialize less at work since you're supposed to be doing your job and getting your "relationship" drama involved isn't going to do any good what so ever. Ignoring each other is probably the best thing you can do.

Robin said...

I agree with anony. Things are different in the sense that you are both cautious because of your history. So just let it flow.. and go with it. :)