I had such an amazing day!!
Last night at work, Bethany invited me to go shopping in Austin for the day with her and our coworker/manager, Cameryn. I was a little hesitant at first, because I've never really hung out with Cameryn outside of work. I mean, I've always liked her, but truth be told, I've always been a little intimidated by her since she's one of my managers, and since she's my only female manager. But she's also a bartender so, I actually get to work side by side with her sometimes, and she's awesome.
And we had a total blast!! Bethany picked me up around 11 this morning and we drove up to work to meet Cameryn. The drive went by quickly. We just chatted about all kinds of stuff. Then when we got to Austin, we met up with another girl, Katie, who used to work at our bar before I started working there. Now she lives in Austin with her boyfriend and works for Redken. So we had lunch, margs, and mojitos! Then Katie took us all around town to the best boutiques (most of which I had already been to). And I came home with some really great steals too! Of course now I'm exhausted from our day of running around. But I've got the whole night (er...morning...) and all day tomorrow to relax and rest up before work.
I haven't even spoken to BJ since he went back to Huntsville. He was in Spring for the Easter weekend with his dad, but now he's back to having no phone. ((sigh)) And lately I've been having these sudden, intense pangs of buyer's remorse! You know, about the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing. I'm just not sure I'm ready for it! And I mean...I just keep thinking, I know I'm not gonna marry this guy, he's not The One or anything like that so... So what am I doing?? Am I being selfish? Am I wasting his time? Am I wasting my time??? I mean, don't get me wrong, I like him a lot! I just...can't stop overanalyzing. ((sigh)) What is wrong with me?! Things are just so different when I'm there in Huntsville with BJ. It's like, I can just forget about everything else and enjoy myself, and enjoy his company.
I just wish I could actually talk to him. Maybe then I could stop thinking about all this crap.
Demetri Of The Day:
“I was making pancakes the other day and a fly flew into the kitchen. And that’s when I realized that a spatula is a lot like a fly-swatter. And a crushed fly is a lot like a blueberry. And a roommate is a lot like a fly eater.”
5 comments:
Stop over-analyzing things and just enjoy!
it;s ok to be with him, and enjoy it. you're only wasting time if you say you are. thinking it will show in your actions, no one will be happy, then your 'prediction' of wasting time will come true. think of this as a 'learning stage' or a time for you to get more mature instead of wasting time if you feel that way. relax! :)
I say just relax and enjoy whatever it is you have with him. It's only a waste of time if you let it be. Otherwise, everything happens for a reason, and at the very least, you will learn something from the experience. At most, something will develop that you were not expecting.
personally. i see the whole 'not paying his phone bill' thing as a major red flag!
I would be tempted to let him go if I was sure he wasn't "the one".
This kid needs to get himself a phone! Goodness.
please post more!!!! i check like 343 times per day:)
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