Ok, I get that he's in Panama City and all, but he hasn't even called me! Wtf?! I'm not gonna sit around waiting and wondering about a guy who talks the talk, but doesn't walk the walk. I dunno what I'm supposed to think. But I am very disgruntled. And one of the guys from the other night is interested in me. Yea! His name is Brad, and he lives in Austin. And he's not bad looking either! But he's also not exactly my type. I dunno even know why this matters. Ugh...I'm just mad. At BJ, and at myself. I told myself I wasn't gonna get too attached to him until I was sure I was making the right move! ((sigh))
He better have a damn good excuse for his behavior after all that shit he told me about how I'm "the most important woman in his life". I also discovered a girl on Facebook, referring to him as her boyfriend, as recently as Valentine's Day. He did point out a girl to me the last time I was in Huntsville that he said hates him for no reason because they "briefly dated" a while back. I wonder what the story is on that.
How pathetic am I?? Stalking him on Facebook just because he's in Florida not thinking about me, and I'm sitting at home wondering what he's doing. Ugh.
I disgust myself.
Demetri Of The Day:
"I think it would be cool, if you were writing a ransom note in Microsoft Word, and it popped up, the paperclip, and said, “It looks like you’re writing a ransom note… need some help? You should curse more.” The paperclip would be all messed up, you know? I never saw a paperclip with tattoos before. "