((sigh)) I miss BJ.
But I can't call him. He doesn't wanna talk to me.
He did write me a message on myspace last night though. I'll paste.
Now that I am at least a little less aggravated, let me take a second to explain how I feel. Mainly I was just a little hurt because obviously you don't feel comfortable in a relationship with me and that's fine. We are two totally different people after all. I mean obviously I am apparently a stupid frat boy with no redeeming qualities. Anyway I can't really just go back to being your friend so yeah sorry about that. Really I just wanted to tell you it was fun while it lasted and I probably will be done being angry by the end of the night. Well I hope all works out well for you and your parents ease up off you because all in all your not doing bad.
Way to drive the knife in. Now I feel incredibly horrible, and guilty too. I mean, I shouldn't feel that way, because I did the right thing!