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Sunday, February 10, 2008

I like...

...Jake the door guy. ((sigh))

Went out last night in my new pink pumps,

and my sexy new little black dress.






I even tied a matching silk pink ribbon around my neck. I felt like a million bucks! Anyways, I spent some time talking to Jake last night, and I'm just...so intrigued by him, that I can't help it! And what with FB being so distant lately...I dunno. I did stay with him last night though, and he hung out with us too last night. I had so much fun. But I'm starting to wonder if things with FB are just not going anywhere. I mean, he hasn't mentioned anything to me about how he feels, and it just seems like a stalemate right now. I don't know... I mean he's a great guy and I like him, but now I'm interested in Jake the door guy! AHHHH!!! Why do I always do this to myself!?
Maybe it's my subconscience telling me I'm not ready for a relationship. ((Sigh))

Anyway, I did send Friend Boy a text. Here's what it said: Hey I'm curious and I just have to ask...what do you think about me? I mean I don't really know what we're doing. I like you, and I have a lot of fun hanging out with you. But is this just like...casual sex to you or what? Don't take this the wrong way or anything, I just would like to know.


He hasn't written back yet. And it's been about an hour. So...I dunno. Maybe he's sleeping already.

As for Jake The Door Guy, I talked to Melissa about it, and she thinks I should "have fun with it" and see what happens. So I guess that's what I'm going to do. Just ride it out.





Demetri Of The Day:
“I like clothes, you know. I dig fabrics. One of my favorite clothing patterns is camouflage. Because when you’re in the woods it makes you blend in. But when you’re not, it does just the opposite. It’s like, ‘Hey, there’s an asshole.’ But when you’re in the woods you’re like, ‘Is there an asshole out here?’ They look like trees.”

5 comments:

Jadeny said...

Okay I totally love your blog and I don't want you to take ofense to this, but I think you may be coming on a bit strong with FB. The constant texting (you said somewhere you sent 3 texts in 3 days) and especially after the one you just sent he may be a bit freaked out. I think maybe since things just started fairly recently, you need to be less available.

Anonymous said...

Walk away from the phone girl. He has your number and will call if he wants to. Sending a text message the "what are we" nature is not the best way to get the issure resolved. Trust me, I've been there, and as much as you do it to get an answer, in an unobstrusive way no less (you think), you will not get the answer you are looking for. If he was going to write back anything worthwhile he would've already made it a point to call or write you first. Basically, you already have your answer, you just want him to change it. Just trying to save you from a situation that won't be worth it. Love the blog!

Anonymous said...

Oh Peyton... Can I say something here girl? Please don't get upset.. But, if he WANTED to be with you on a real level, he would FIND the time. If he wanted a relationship, you would know it because he would make it very clear to you that he did. Men are pretty simple... if they want something they go after it. I feel like he is maybe a nice guy, but he is playing with you because you are available. It doesn't mean that he doesn't like you.. but I don't think that he likes you in a way that will lead to a long term thing. You are going to get hurt here if you keep it up. Take it for what it is, and step away from the physical stuff. If he is a nice guy, then be his friend. But don't be his "sure thing when I'm in the mood" girl. That is degrading.

I have to agree with the others, you need to let up on the texting. It's too much.

Peace.

K said...

Ok... everyone already said what I was going to say in regards to FB. So I won't add to that. But I did want to tell you that it's OK to date more than one guy! I know you are looking for a relationship, but while you're doing that, DATE! Don't sleep w/ more than one guy obviously. But say FB does turn around and contact you and say everything you want to hear. Until he says you two are EXCLUSIVE and says the BF/GF words, you are free to date Jake! Obviously you should be up front and honest w/ both guys and let them know you are dating other guys (think Jake already knows about FB, right?). And don't take one guy to the other's work or hang out and vice versa.

If you start acting more unavailable and STEP AWAY FROM THE PHONE when it comes to FB, and start dating Jake, etc., it will not only make you feel better, it might make FB stand up and take notice.

Good luck!

K said...

Ok... everyone already said what I was going to say in regards to FB. So I won't add to that. But I did want to tell you that it's OK to date more than one guy! I know you are looking for a relationship, but while you're doing that, DATE! Don't sleep w/ more than one guy obviously. But say FB does turn around and contact you and say everything you want to hear. Until he says you two are EXCLUSIVE and says the BF/GF words, you are free to date Jake! Obviously you should be up front and honest w/ both guys and let them know you are dating other guys (think Jake already knows about FB, right?). And don't take one guy to the other's work or hang out and vice versa.

If you start acting more unavailable and STEP AWAY FROM THE PHONE when it comes to FB, and start dating Jake, etc., it will not only make you feel better, it might make FB stand up and take notice.

Good luck!