Friday, December 25, 2015

Convo with Lane

Please help me to decipher this. I've been agonizing over it for the last several hours, and I know my tendency to over analyze, I just need other opinions/interpretations so I can get my head right before he gets here. Also, I don't know why the middle section is smaller...sorry lol. Oh, and I'd had like a whole bottle of wine when we had this conversation. He wasn't entirely sober either. I like him. I want...I dunno. I want possibilities. I wanna hope that this can be something more, but I don't want to set myself up for disappointment. And I also want this to be fun! I don't wanna be stressing out over this the whole time he is here. HELP MEEEEE!!!! I'm desperate. Seriously.


Anonymous said...

Maybe the reason why all these guys don't work out for you is because you push them away. Like who cares why he's coming - he's coming. Guys want to just go with he flow and not be questioned. If he breaks your heart then lesson learned. If you keep berating these men and questioning their motives before anything has even happened then they will move on to a girl who just has fun and they can be themselves with without having to worry about getting in trouble. Just let things be and stop feeling sorry for yourself all the time. It is exhausting. Seriously just let it go and BE. Love yourself anf someone will eventually love you too.

Anonymous said...

I think I would still be confused after that too... Lol! I think he probably likes you but it not willing to commit to anything but his career. If you like him you can go for it but be willing to make all the sacrifices. That is until he makes it and then hopefully he will reward you then. IS he worth it? Only you know. :) enjoy your time with him either way!!

http://sweetcanadian.blogspot.com/ said...

i have to agree with the first anon. You started it off to end wrong. How is someone supposed to answer that. You can be insecure but if you project that too much to the person you are interested it wont end well for you. That convo just turns me right off. You come across very needy. That isn't even close to a convo i would have with someone i am just seeing. Matter of fact i wouldn't have it unless things were getting serious.

It is only a few days away. Have fun with him, but leave the heavy shit for the blog.

Anonymous said...

So how's it going??!