So Billy certainly DID call me yesterday! I know it's only been like 4 days, but things between he and I couldn't be better! Since he literally works around the corner, we both got out of work around the same time last night, so we met up afterwards and headed over to his place. We tried to watch Smokin' Aces, but uh...things were getting a little too smokin' for us to watch it. Haha, it was nothing that heavy really, just some making out and heavy petting. And then we ended up staying up till 7 am just talking about anything and everything! But this morning, I woke up thinking, "Omg! I'm not ready for a boyfriend!" I mean I know I've been going on and on about how I wanna find someone and connect with someone, and I do! It's just...now that I have that opportunity possibly sitting in front of me on a silver platter...it just seems too easy. Too good to be true. Ya know?? Maybe I'm just being cynical, I dunno. But I don't think I'm ready to give up my flirting and freedom. So I'm definitely gonna take it slow with Billy.
And I'm sure there will be plenty of opportunities to get to know him and stuff. We'll probably end up hanging out again tonight after work!
Mitch Of The Day:
"2-in-1 is a bullshit term, because 1 is not big enough to hold 2. That's why 2 was created. "
2 comments:
Hi! Im so excited for you with Billy! I like your idea of just slowing things down a tad, but i think that you do desserve this! YOu deserve someone great who appreciates you! :) BTW, i really like that mitch comment last time, about the fake plants. nearly died laughing my head off at that one... ;)
ok... I know I'm always they naysayer (just call me devil's advocate) but I wonder..... Are you looking at this relationship from a place of fear (no I’m not being Dr. Phil on ya I swear)? I ask this because when I met my fiancé' I dated a lot, was disappointed a lot, and the first thing I thought when we met was "ok I'm not ready for this". I realize now that my feelings were based on not wanting to get my hopes up too high to be disappointed again. Does that make sense? I hope that you aren't doing that too girl...
Just something to think about...
Peace.
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