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Thursday, September 1, 2011

Possibilities...

Well I made it through my first day of school unscathed. Although I'm totally stressing now about how I'm going to pay for all the supplies I need, and how I'm possibly going to be able to do all this and work 30 hours a week. Cuz yea, that's about how much I work. Ugh...
Now I wanna clear things up with the Bill situation. It takes a lot for me to admit to myself that I like someone. Because it's like...once I do that, it becomes a real emotion that I have to deal with. So the longer I'm undecided, the longer I have to figure out how it might pan out. I will admit that I am definitely interested in Bill! I mean, that's obvious, or I never would have flirted with him. I just don't know him that well yet. He obviously looks good on paper, and he's tall, and has a lot of things going for him, I just...need to get to know him better is all. And we finally did talk Tuesday night. Er...texted. He's going out of town Friday for 8 days (go figure). That's like...early relationship suicide in most cases, but we'll see. He said he had a lot of fun with me Saturday night and he'd like to hang out with me again. Then he asked me what my work schedule was this weekend, and when I said I just had Saturday night off, he told me about his vacation. He's going somewhere with his family. Apparently he does a lot of things with his family, so that's good, right?
In other news, I got an interesting text this morning from an old friend, JC. He hasn't popped up in the blog much, because usually when I see hm, it's with a group of people. Not that I see him much anymore, since I moved, but I did hang out with him when I was in Houston a couple weeks ago! Dahmer and I went to his place for preparty drinks. But anyway, JC is the one who introduced me to Tommy Bahama. Remember him? Lol.
So JC is coming to town next week, and he wants to crash on my couch. I told him of course, even though I'm going to be working the whole weekend. It's too late for me to get my shifts covered, and even if I could, I can't really afford to take off. But he said he has other friends that live here, he just doesn't really keep in touch with them, and he'd feel weird asking them to crash at their place, and he's more comfortable staying with me. So of course I said he was welcome to the couch. And he said he'd get me a ticket to the Bears game on Sunday if he can score a pair! So that will be fun! So now that I'm thinking about all this, I feel like this might be the perfect opportunity for me to get some no nonsense booty. Lol. It's been a loooonnng time you guys! And JC and I are friends! I know him. And I wouldn't have to worry about anything, or stress about him calling or not calling cuz it would just be a weekend fling! That's it! No strings attached!
The funny thing is, JC and I have never even kissed! Not that there isn't sexual chemistry, cuz there is! We just never acted on it. I dunno why. JC is a little too...wild for me. But he's fun, and sweet, and a really good friend! I met him through Taryn years ago. So I'm going to consult her about it, and see what she thinks. I mean, obviously I'm not going to throw myself at him or anything, but if we were to both find ourselves in a situation where...you know.... I mean we're both consenting adults.... This is totally a possibility in my mind right now. A possibility I might even be looking forward to.

5 comments:

sweetcanadian said...

there is nothing wrong with gettin a little booty when your single. I used to sleep with my friends too back in the day, i could trust them & know where they had been. Friends are a safer bet. No feelings were involved for the most part & some i am still friends with today. Only bad part is my fiance knows i slept with them cause i don't keep secrets lol.

Anonymous said...

Peyton the minute u meet a guy you automatically go into too much over thinking stuff before anything can or will happen. You really need to calm that mouse in the back of your brain!! Re read your posts when you meet any guy for the first time. You will see see a pattern we all have. Just go with the flow, and not over think things! Have fun and enjoy on a day to day basis. You will find you will be happier and not stress so much. Linda

Adriana said...

i'm going to be so freakin jealous if you get to go to a bears game before i do!!!!!!

have fun with JC ;-)

Anonymous said...

Totally excited for you for your possible hook up with JC this weekend. That is the best, just having a no strings attached, don't have to worry if this might turn into a relationship or be awkward hook up. I would currently like to have one of those as I'm single as well.

-janelle

Yepyep! said...

I agree with anonymous.. as soon as you meet a new guy (or even an old friend comes back into the picture) you totally become consumed by them. Obsessing over EVERY. LITTLE. THING.

I laughed when you said that it takes a lot for you to admit that you like someone.. cus HELLO.. just about EVERY post you make it's about a new guy you're interested in or an old guy you want to hook up with.... Or even just a new guy that just looked at you and you automatically start over analyizing EVERYTHING!!

Just chill out some. Like anonymous said.. go with the flow and enjoy on a day to day basis. Over analyzing will only stress you out and make you go crazy. Fuck the guys (not literally) that don't call even when they say they will.. fuck the guys that lead you on and don't follow through. It's obvious they have some issues and it's time to move on to the next hot guy. :)