So Many FEEEEEEEEELS!

Have you ever felt such a heightened state of emotional awareness that it's like you're drunk on your own feelings? At the flip of a switch you could be laughing maniacally or sobbing hysterically, depending which way the wind blows?? Well it's officially my birth month now. I'm turning 30. Good things are happening, but also bad things. And I'm not really sure what I should freak out about first. WHY IS THERE NO WINE HERE??? Heh...Hehe...Hehehehheheeeeeee((SOB!))